kimberly

Posted by: kimberly
29/06/07 at 9:55 pm

hi there, well i am now divorced, and i have been trying so hard to get on with my life. My husband abused me mentally and physically and i still loved him, then he left me with out a penny,homeless,and now has moved across the road from me with his girlfriend(he even came to the court with her, and the two of them sat there laughing and giggling!) it was the worst day of my life, i was there alone and i did not know where to put my head! I have started going to college again and i have moved in temporally with my Mum, but having my husband move in across the road is not helping me in anyway. They make sure they park right in front of my mothers gate so i can see them getting in and out of the car, the laugh and walk up and down the road in front of my window,so i have to keep my curtains closed! i am at my wits end, i went to the council and begged them for help in getting a place to stay on my own as i can not live there with my Mum, but they said there is a waiting list of 8000 people!!

When my husband threw me out of our home in january, i had no where to go and went to the womens shelter, i got so depressed i trirf to commit suicide by taking sleeping tablets and then cutting my wrists, i was found by a friend who luckily came home from work earlier than expected, i had to have ten stitches to my wrists. i have come so far since then by returning to college and losing 35 kgs weight, going to gym, and i have tried very hard to get on with my life, although i still love my husband very much! it is the only thing that i am struggling with, and that is getting past the how i feel about him. Now i have to see him and his girlfriend everyday, and i am back to square one! What can i do? Please help!!! Thank you